Today was an insane day to start off. Woke up at 10.40, slacked until 2pm before finally deciding that I would go for training. Training wasn't as bad as last Thursday, but Deirdre was repeatedly putting that *sigh* face because of Darrel and my constant tycos. But she did a good job. Darren was asking me for a break when coach stated that the training would continue for 5 more minutes and we had to 坚持, so yeah, nice timing Darren. We had a good break after that, and time flew, really, because we only had time for 4 matches before it was 6pm already.

Then I had to wait for half an hour, before heading to Bukit Batok, it was so hot. After that, head to Bukit Timah Plaza, then home at 9pm. And I'm feeling displeased right now.

Exams ended long ago and I've been taking a really good break despite the crappy results compared to the class. It's above average in the cohort, but that doesn't count as good because of the majority.

So anyway, I've been happy and unhappy on and off for the past month, but more on the happy side, much much more, because what we should really do is enjoy life. Every part has a positive and negative side, regardless of how ridiculous they may sound. For example, a positive side of Global Warming would be that none of us have to worry about the future in life anymore because we would all die. But of course, I'd rather live. Also, everyone should be grateful for what they have and appreciate what their ancestors have done for them. I just realized the huge amount that has been spent on me is beyond me. I feel that I am unable to repay them and I've been a waste to raise.

It's time to buck up for next year, the final push. I've got a very strong feeling that God will help me, but I can't be sure and anyway, God only helps if you ask him to and you put the effort into doing that, not either one, so I'll try to make that happen.

2 days left, or make that 1, I'm being pushed to my limits at cramping stuff into my brain and being able to regurgitate it word for word, but from what I know, no one has used even half of the brain's capability, so this is nothing I should complain about. At this stage in time, the teacher has not gone through the whole Geography Syllabus, we have no more Geography periods on the timetable and the paper is on Friday. Last resort? Additional session in the AVA Theatrette tomorrow. Not exactly what I would like, but it's required.

Ms Wong wanted to "kill me" today because of a badly done piece of work, which would have been fine if I had just added in the 3 words "I can believe". Omission of those 3 words cost me the whole question, so all I got was 0. I had thought it was the test that she wanted to kill me for, but no, I did well there. I'm just happy that she accepted points that are ordered differently from the notes and phrased in my own manner, so word for word repetition is not required.

I hope to be able to study well in this last week I have

10 days left, I had a ridiculous start today when I found out that I did not do my Maths homework. I had mistaken it for the same chapter and only did 1/3 of the required homework. Maths lesson itself was fine, though. Biology is giving me more pressure right now, the amount we have to memorize. He poked a little into the A-Level Syllabus. Then Physics was double that pressure. I didn't know what resolving a force meant. Fire Drill happened halfway through the period. 8 minutes and 26 seconds, in addition to 4 minutes of getting ready. And the others could clap. They don't even know why they clap during presentations, just like monkeys.

EOY mass made me feel no better, but gave me hope that God would be with me and that my future has been planned by God, I can't do much about it but follow this plan. Well, I hope I can finish up my studying in time for the exam. God please help.

Second day, PE was quite fun, but it's sad that we are only getting 3 sessions of Volleyball. I failed so badly at aiming but otherwise it was fun.

The rest of the day passed quite smoothly, not so much for Maths, but at least I enjoyed doing the questions, for once, and without my notes as usual.

Oral was..... fine. Quite a few "ers", which should not have been there at all. And the examiner said that the conversation question he asked was a stupid one, but we had to talk about something.

This September Holidays has been way too much, in terms of homework. I got kicked out of the Dr Ng cup in the first round. I'm pretty sure I could have done a lot better though.

Today's training session was, reasonably enjoyable. The frustrating part was losing to 小马 5 times , but otherwise it was fun. I seem to pick the wrong days to come though, always come when its empty.

Had HSK Test yesterday, it was alright. Some people were so late that they missed the Listening Comprehension section completely. The rest was ok, some weird parts.

Patrick returned for training today. He was better than before, but had not had proper training. The whole day was basically just Patrick, Julian and I playing against each other, taking turns. And that was really all that could be counted in today's training.

Haven't had the mood to blog for so long. Nothing eventful at all anyway, but exams this time were screwed up. Going to try to add a little more for the final one.

Waahhh been out of the blog for so long. Right, papers begin tomorrow, all over again. Life has been so much fun in the past 2 weeks. It should keep getting better. :)

Loooooong weekend starts now, or rather, started yesterday. I've gone wrong for a couple more tests, did ok in the other 2, and now, with less than 2 weeks to CT2, I still don't feel the urge to study when I'm in front of the table. At other locations, I can tell myself that I'm going to study when I get home, but it doesn't happen. And worse, with the looooong weekend, it feels like a holiday.

I didn't really enjoy the part on National Day Celebration today, although Hong Fu and the other Management Committee did put in the effort. Thanks for ending the weekend in almost high spirits though.