Exams ended long ago and I've been taking a really good break despite the crappy results compared to the class. It's above average in the cohort, but that doesn't count as good because of the majority.

So anyway, I've been happy and unhappy on and off for the past month, but more on the happy side, much much more, because what we should really do is enjoy life. Every part has a positive and negative side, regardless of how ridiculous they may sound. For example, a positive side of Global Warming would be that none of us have to worry about the future in life anymore because we would all die. But of course, I'd rather live. Also, everyone should be grateful for what they have and appreciate what their ancestors have done for them. I just realized the huge amount that has been spent on me is beyond me. I feel that I am unable to repay them and I've been a waste to raise.

It's time to buck up for next year, the final push. I've got a very strong feeling that God will help me, but I can't be sure and anyway, God only helps if you ask him to and you put the effort into doing that, not either one, so I'll try to make that happen.